it is time for school holidays! yup, lot of things to think about (Oh Gosh) i would usually spend my time thinking of what i'm going to be and what i'm going to do in the future because thinking is kind of like my habit when i have a lot of time to spend. and oh no, i dont use my time wisely by studying for PMR for the first week of school holidays. why would i do that? xd. my mother always scold me for saying this.
and today aha! i was thinking of which university i'm going to choose for my future. i scrambled a book with my second brother which called the 'Top Universities Guide 2010'. the book was written by 3 men and it says about universities and stuff which i dont even want to be bothered about. i would like to say my brother did use his time to wait for the book by using the computer downstairs (suit yourself then)but i did love to have the book for a long time (u know what, i did that on purpose).
and the universities that i had chose for a long time ago remain the same. but there is possibility to go there if i had chosen Sri Aman (P) as my secondary school. but ibn khaldun... i dont know.
i argued with my mother about this today. she said that 'think positive, there's an opportunity for you to go there if you work hard.' but i was like really? i never ever have my trust on that. all i believe is that ibn khaldun students would end up to the middle east to continue their studies. but that 's not in my life, i dont want that to happen seriously. and because of that i started thinking of the reasons why should i stay in ibn khaldun and why would i strive for something that may end up well... not like i wanted it to be?
i'm not an ibn khaldun student for such a long time and i never understands them. i had once dug up the past with my mother about how comfortable i was with my old friends in Sk Sri Petaling and etc. but thank God in 2011, two heroins came out of nowhere took their feet on the ground of Ibn Khaldun to safe me from being desperate in having my old life back. these girls are the twins :D. ha,ha. najib and the bee. gosh! i wanted to write a book about that! (sorry)
aaahhhhhhhh! hard lament from me :D great! one thing for sure right now i dont know where i'm going to be in the future but what i know is that.......?? i have my friends on my side. last years, i had Nurdina Hanis Zainal Abidin to be on my side but now she is still but i'm going to add 2 more: Fatimah Najeebah and Fatimah Nabeebah. and yeah plus me Fatimah Nizam. and oh yeah! Rabekq: u're probably on the list but we are not so close yet, are we? gonna work hard for that man and it's not going to be easy and it's not going to be tough too though.
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